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[ .001. ] first name: Matthew
[ .002. ] middle name: Mark
[ .003. ] last name: Smolka
[ .004. ] nickname: Matt/Smolka
[ .005. ] gender: male
[ .008. ] height: 6'0
[ .009. ] hair color: blonde
[ .010. ] eye color: blue/grey
[ .011. ] race: white
[ .012. ] do you wear glasses or contacts: yes
[ .013. ] do you have braces: no
[ .014. ] is your hair long or short: average
[ .015. ]where were you born: Wilmington, DE
[ .016. ] current location:Wilmington
[ .019. ] nationality: italian, polish, old english, irish
[ .020. ] bad habits: biting nails
[ .021. ] piercings you have: none
[ .022. ] piercings you want: ears
[ .023. ] tattoos you have: none
[ .024. ] tattoos you want: dunno
[ .025. ] today's date: 8/1
[ .026. ] the time: 5:54
[ .027. ] ready for a bunch more questions?:no
. : Family : .
[ .028. ] mother's name: meg
[ .029. ] father's name: matt
[ .030. ] step-parent's names: no
[ .031. ] brother(s)'s name(s): no
[ .032. ] sister(s)'s name(s): mel
[ .033. ] favorite aunt: none
[ .034. ] favorite uncle: none
[ .035. ] favorite grandparent: gran sweeney
[ .036. ] worst relative: mel
[ .037. ] best relative: my dad
[ .038. ] do you get along with your parents: yes
[ .039. ] Does anyone in your family understand you?: no
. : Pets : .
[ .040. ] do you have any pets: yes
[ .041. ] what are their names: artemis
[ .042. ] what kind of animals are they: dog
. : School : .
[ .043. ] are you still in school: yes
[ .044. ] did you drop out: no
[ .045. ] current gpa: 2.5
[ .046. ] favorite grade: 10th
[ .047. ] least favorite grade: 6th, 7th, 8th, 9th
[ .048. ] favorite teacher: Mr wazniak
[ .049. ] least favorite teacher: Ms pinkston
[ .050. ] favorite subject: Lunch
[ .051. ] least favorite subject: health
[ .052. ] do/did you buy lunch or bring it: bought unless i forgot my money then i didnt eat
[ .055. ] are/was you popular?:people know of me, but people don't know me
[ .056. ] favorite dance: I don't like dances
[ .057. ] favorite memory: eating some red skittles
[ .059. ] least favorite memory: Ms fishers class
[ .060. ] most humiliating moment: Every test /quiz in ms gillmour's class i forgot about
. : Favorites : .
[ .061. ] number: 25890215081761361789569561
[ .063. ] shoes: anything confy
[ .064. ] saying: shiggity shiggity shwa
[ .065. ] tv show: room raiders
[ .066. ] sport: lacrosse
[ .067. ] vegetable: corn
[ .068. ] fruit: bannanas/kiwi
[ .069. ] movie: too many
[ .070. ] magazine: anything electronic
[ .071. ] actor: i dunno
[ .072. ] actress: dunno
[ .073. ] candy: Resses penut butter cups
[ .074. ] gum: orbit
[ .075. ] scent: Jess
[ .076. ] candy bar: milky way midnight
[ .077. ] ice cream flavor: i like everything
[ .078. ] color: yellow
[ .079. ] season: fall
[ .080. ] holiday: Thanksgiving
[ .081. ] band: Coheed I guess
[ .082. ] singer: copeland
[ .083. ] group:
[ .084. ] rapper: Outkast
[ .085. ] type of music: trance/classical/indie/rock
[ .086. ] thing in your room: computer
[ .087. ] place to be: my room or at jess's
[ .088. ] radio station: yuck, radio
[ .089. ] tv channel: comedy central
[ .090. ] junk food: snapple
[ .091. ] overall food: brownies
[ .093. ] shoe brand:Converse
[ .094. ] fast food: Taco Bell/arbys
[ .095. ] restaurant: uhh
[ .096. ] shape: triangle
[ .098. ] country: USA
[ .099. ] state: Delaware
[ .100. ] boys name: Don't know
[ .101. ] girls name: Don't know
[ .102. ] mall: concord mall
[ .103. ] video game: DDR
[ .104. ] shampoo: garnier fructis
[ .105. ] board game: yatzee
[ .106. ] computer game: Starcraft
[ .107. ] car: Nissan skyline
[ .108. ] music video: dunno
[ .109. ] swear word: shit
[ .110. ] word: bubble
[ .111. ] month: November
[ .112. ] cartoon character: I don't know
[ .113. ] scary movie: the ring scared the shit out of me
[ .114. ] team: I don't watch sports
[ .115. ] possession: My Computer
. : What's the first thing that comes to mind when you hear : .
[ .116. ] eminem: rag
[ .117. ] dog: leash
[ .118. ] hot: spatula
[ .119. ] britney spears: javaline
[ .120. ] nsync: hair
[ .121. ] real world: van
[ .122. ] orange: stem
[ .123. ] choice: car
[ .124. ] fuck: letters
[ .125. ] bisexual: black
[ .126. ] black: mainstream
[ .127. ] icq: elite
[ .128. ] insane clown posse: tounge
[ .129. ] linkin park: dead
[ .130. ] jack: ice cream
[ .131. ] rainbow: spread
[ .132. ] cherry: sundea
[ .133. ] cucumber: crunch
[ .134. ] shark: blue
[ .135. ] lifehouse: crash
[ .136. ] bat: ball
[ .137. ] leather: smoked
[ .138. ] whip: cattle
[ .139. ] america: blood
[ .140. ] water: tear
[ .141. ] volcano: break
[ .142. ] rock or rap: rock
[ .143. ] rock or pop: rock
[ .144. ] rock or r&b: rock
[ .145. ] rock or metal: rock
[ .146. ] rap or pop: rap
[ .147. ] rap or r&b: r&b
[ .148. ] rap or metal: metal
[ .149. ] pop or r&b: r&b
[ .150. ] pop or metal: metal
[ .151. ] r&b or metal: metal
[ .152. ] linkin park or limp bizkit: linkin park
[ .153. ] tool or korn: tool
[ .154. ] selena or jennifer lopez: neither
[ .155. ] hot or cold: cold
[ .156. ] winter or summer: winter
[ .157. ] spring or fall: fall
[ .158. ] shakira or britney: neither
[ .159. ] icp or eminem: eminem
[ .160. ] marilyn manson or rob zombie: rob zombie
[ .161. ] kittie or garbage: garbage
[ .163. ] buffy or angel: buffy
[ .164. ] dawson's creek or gilmore girls: gilmore girls
[ .165. ] football or basketball: football
[ .166. ] summer olympics or winter olympics: winter
[ .167. ] skiing or snowboarding: skiing
[ .168. ] rollerblading or skateboarding: skateboarding
[ .169. ] black or white: white
[ .170. ] orange or red: orange
[ .171. ] yellow or green: yellow
[ .172. ] purple or pink: pruple
[ .173. ] slipknot or mudvayne: mudvayne
[ .174. ] hot topic or pac sun: pac sun
[ .175. ] inside or outside: inside
[ .176. ] weed or alcohol: neither
[ .177. ] cell phone or pager: pager
[ .178. ] pen or pencil: pen
[ .179. ] powerpuff girls or charlies angel's: powerpuff girls
[ .180. ] scooby doo or dino: scooby
[ .181. ] dragon ball z or pokemon: pokemon
[ .182. ] star wars or star trek: star wars
[ .183. ] tattoos or piercings: piercings
[ .184. ] prep or punk: neither
[ .185. ] slut or whore: neither
. : Private life : .
[ .186. ] do you have a boyfriend or girlfriend: yes
[ .187. ] do you have a crush: yes on her
[ .188. ] do you love anyone right now: yes
[ .189. ] have you ever been in love: i am right now
[ .192. ] how many hearts have you broken: 0
[ .193. ] how many people broke your heart: 0
[ .194. ] best quote to sum up love: best feeling ever.
[ .195. ] so what is your bf/gf/crush like: the prettiest girl ever...ever..
[ .196. ] do you have a picture of him/her: yes
[ .197. ] please post it if you do: no thanks shes mine
[ .198. ] do you have a picture of yourself: no
[ .199. ] please post it if you do: no
[ .200. ] do you go by looks or personality: personality
[ .201. ] ever kiss a friend: My girlfriend
[ .202. ] are you still friends: yes
. : Other : .
[ .204. ] do you smoke weed: no
[ .205. ] ever trip on acid: no
[ .206. ] how about a little x: no
[ .207. ] crack, heroin, anything else: no
[ .208. ] beer good or beer bad: bad
[ .209. ] are you the sissy who drinks wine coolers: no
[ .210. ] do you like smirnoff ice: no
[ .211. ] prefer beer or liquor: neither
[ .212. ] what kind of cigarettes do you smoke: none
[ .213. ] are you a virgin: no
[ .214. ] if no, when was the last time you got some: ....
. : Would you ever : .
[ .215. ] bungee jump:yes
[ .216. ] sky dive: yes
[ .217. ] swim with dolphins: yyes
[ .218. ] scuba dive: yes
[ .219. ] go rock climbing: yes
[ .220. ] eat shit for $1,000,000: yes
[ .221. ] turn your back on your friends for personal gain: no
[ .222. ] steal a friend's boyfriend/girlfriend: i have the one girl of my life i dont need to steal someone elses
[ .224. ] lie to the police: yes
[ .225. ] run from the police: yes
[ .226. ] lie to your parents: yes
[ .227. ] walk up to a stranger and kiss them: no
[ .228. ] be an exotic dancer: no
[ .229. ] walk out of a restaurant without paying: yes
[ .230. ] streak: no
. : Your friends : .
[ .231. ] best friend: Jess
[ .232. ] known longest: Kyle
[ .233. ] wish you talked to more: Jess
[ .234. ] wish you saw more: jess
[ .235. ] how many friends do you think you have: 1
[ .236. ] who drives you insane after a while: family
[ .237. ] who can you stay around forever and never get sick of: jess
[ .238. ] ever lose a good friend because you took it to the 'next level': no
[ .239. ] craziest: Jess
[ .240. ] loudest: Mario
[ .241. ] shyest: no shy friends
[ .243. ] can always make you laugh: Jess
[ .244. ] best eyes: Jess
[ .245. ] best body: Jess
[ .246. ] most athletic: Fran
[ .247. ] sex symbol: Jess
[ .248. ] hot tempered: Dunno
[ .249. ] most impatient: Fran
[ .250. ] shortest: Mario
[ .251. ] tallest: me
[ .252. ] most talented: Fran
[ .253. ] best singer: Fran
[ .255. ] nicest: Jess
[ .256. ] best personality: Jess
[ .257. ] biggest drunk: none
. : Have you ever : .
[ .258. ] flashed someone: no
[ .259. ] told the person you liked how you felt: Jess
[ .260. ] been to michigan: no
[ .261. ] gotten really REALLY wasted: no
[ .262. ] gone to jail or juvi: no
[ .263. ] skateboarded: yes
[ .264. ] skinny dipped: no
[ .265. ] stolen anything: yes
[ .266. ] wanted to kick my ass for making this so long: yes
[ .267. ] kicked someone's ass: no
[ .268. ] pegged someone in the head with a snowball: yes
[ .269. ] broke a beer bottle: no
[ .270. ] gotten into a bar, under-aged: no
[ .271. ] kissed someone of the same sex: no
[ .273. ] gone on a road trip: yes
[ .274. ] gone on vacation without adult supervision:yes
[ .275. ] been to a concert: yes
[ .276. ] been to another country: yes
[ .277. ] talked back to an adult: yes
[ .280. ] broke a law: yes
[ .281. ] given money to a homeless person: yes
[ .282. ] tried to kill yourself: who would do that?
[ .283. ] cried to get out of trouble: when I was little
[ .284. ] kissed a friend's brother or sister: no
[ .285. ] kissed a brother or sister's friend: no
[ .286. ] dropped something on the floor that you were cooking and let someone eat it anyways: yes
. : Opinions : .
[ .287. ] what do you think...about pop music: dunno
[ .288. ] about boy bands: no thanks
[ .289. ] about flag burning: move out of the country, to mexico YOU GO
[ .290. ] of the war on terrorists: Not interested
[ .291. ] about suicide: Selfish
[ .292. ] about people who try to force their opinions on you: laugh
[ .293. ] about abortion: don't do it.
[ .294. ] about rock/metal music: rock is good
[ .295. ] where do you think you'll be in 10 years: in my own house
[ .296. ] who do you think you'll still be friends with in 5 years: Jess
. : What did you do : .
[ .297. ] last birthday: Hung out with Jess
[ .298. ] today: worked
[ .299. ] last weekend: Hung out with Jess
[ .300. ] christmas: Got a wallet, and a pair of sandles
[ .301. ] thanksgiving: Sleep, eat, sleep
[ .302. ] new year's eve: Played Planetside, and did 8 orbital strikes to celabrate the new years with plasma nades and lasher shells
[ .303. ] halloween: Played starcraft
[ .304. ] easter: Played Planetside
[ .305. ] valentine's day Played Planetside.
. : The Last : .
[ .306. ] thing you ate: pizza
[ .307. ] thing you drank: ginger ale
[ .308. ] thing you wore: jeans, sock, shirt, boxers
[ .309. ] place you went: kitchen
[ .310. ] thing you got pierced/tattooed: nothing
[ .311. ] person you saw: nobody, waiting for jess
[ .312. ] person you kissed: Jess
[ .313. ] person you fucked: Jess
[ .314. ] person you talked to: Jess
[ .315. ] song you heard: Venetian Snares- dollmaker
. : Now : .
[ .316. ] what are you eating: nothing
[ .317. ] what are you drinking: ginger ale
[ .318. ] what are you wearing: pants, shirt, socks
[ .319. ] any shoes on: no
[ .320. ] hair: shaggy
[ .321. ] listening to: Dollmaker
[ .322. ] talking to anyone: no
[ .323. ] are you pissed i made this so long?: yes
. : Yes or no : .
[ .325. ] do you like cows: yes
[ .326. ] are you a bitch: yes
[ .327. ] are you artistic: no
[ .328. ] do you write poetry: no
[ .329. ] are you a fast runner: yes
[ .330. ] can you ski: yes
[ .332. ] do you want to spear britney: with a spear like kill her yes
[ .333. ] do the voices talk to you: Thats not a joke
[ .334. ] did you ever give barbie a haircut: no
[ .336. ] do you think disney creators were on acid when they made 'alice in wonderland': yes
[ .337. ] are you straight: Yes
[ .338. ] are you physically handicapped: no
[ .341. ] are you short: no
[ .342. ] are you tall: no
[ .343. ] do you own a hot pink shirt: no
[ .344. ] how about orange pants: no
[ .345. ] can you see the flying monkeys: no
[ .346. ] are you evil: no
[ .348. ] is britney a whore: yes
[ .349. ] are you a teenage zombie: yes
[ .350. ] am i annoying you: yes
[ .351. ] do you like marilyn manson: no
[ .352. ] are you secretly from another planet: no
[ .353. ] did you ever touch someone else's private parts: yes
[ .354. ] do you shop at hot topic: I have..but I don't like buying overpriced goods
. : Random questions : .
[ .355. ] if you could be any animal, what would you be: Hawk
[ .356. ] if you ate one thing the rest of your life it would be: Sandwitches
[ .357. ] do you remember any of your dreams: yes
[ .358. ] do you dream in color or black and white: black and white
[ .359. ] do you admit when you need help with a problem: no
[ .360. ] can people read you like a book: no
[ .361. ] what's your biggest fear: Losing Jess
[ .362. ] do you talk a lot: no
[ .363. ] are you afraid of clowns: no
[ .364. ] do you like spiders: no
[ .365. ] how about grape kool-aid: yes
[ .367. ] are you spoiled: yes
[ .369. ] do you see dumb people: all the time
[ .370. ] do you see dead people: no
[ .372. ] now that this is over, what are you going do?: Shower, SC tourny, and SEE JESS YES!
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FIRSTS
First best friend: Kyle
First car: I don't have a car
First break-up: uhhhhhhhhhhhh
First screen name: aiienwares
First self purchased album: beavis and butthead do america
First funeral: I've never been toa funeral
First pet: Artemis
First piercing/tattoo: n/a
First credit card: n/a
First enemy: n/a
First big trip: bahamas
First music you remember hearing in your house: cher
LAST
Last cigarette: n/a
Last car ride: at 4 when I came home from work
Last kiss: this morning
Last good cry: I don't remember
Last library book checked out: I've never checked a library book out
Last movie seen: jackass
Last beverage drank: water
Last food consumed: cheeseburger with blue cheese and bacon
Last crush: jess
Last phone call: jess
Last time showered: morning
Last shoes worn: etnies
Last cd played: something corperate
Last item bought: nerd rope
Last annoyance: mel
Last disappointment: not being able to see jess after work today
Last time wanting to die: I don't remember
Last time scolded: today
Last shirt worn: old navy
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Some of these I didn't answer honestly for my own reasons
+ Basics +
Are you emotional :: sometimes
Do songs make you cry? no
What about movies :: sometimes
What emotion do you usually feel :: Happy
+ Sadness +
What does it take to make you cry your heart out :: Loss
How many times have you done that :: Don't know
Where do you cry :: I try to do it alone
Do you hate crying :: yes
Do you like it when others cry :: no
Do you think tears make eyes look pretty :: yes
Who looks good when they cry :: don't know
How else do you express sadness :: eat food
Are you sad all the time :: no
+ Anger +
What does it take to make you mad :: violence
What do you do when you're angry :: say something
How short is your temper :: I don't like to get mad, whenever I catch myself doing it I stop
How long does it take you to calm down :: 2 sex
What's the worst thing you've done when you were mad :: ran away
Do you freak out when others are angry :: no
Has anyone ever recommended anger management to you :: no
What's the worst thing someone's done to make you mad :: made fun of Jess
Do you anger people :: yes
+ Joy +
How often are you happy : often
What makes you happy :: Jess, Music, accomplishment
What do you do when you're happy :: I get greedy and feel unaccomplished
How optimistic are you :: I'm not
Do happy people make you mad :: they used to make me jealous
What's the worst thing someone can do while they're happy ::Make a bad decision to ruin it
Ever been so happy you were dying to tell everyone :: yes
Ever been so happy you cried :: yes
Do you smile a lot :: yes
Kiss people a lot:: no
Who really makes you happy :: jess
Do you like doing things for people when you're happy ::yes
+ Fear +
What do you do when you're scared :: bite my fingers
What scares you :: family, school, losing jess
Do you like scaring people :: no
Do you like the trill of being frightened :: yes
Does fear accompany anger in your case :: no
Ever been so scared you couldn't breathe :: yes
How often do you panic :: I don't panic
What's the one thing that scared you more than anything else EVER :: the thought of losing a loved one
What do you do to calm your nerves :: I stay calm usually, if Its when i can't, I talk to Jess or ignore the problem and play starcraft
Do rollercoasters scare you :: No
+ The strongest emotion +
What song never fails to get your strongest emotions going :: brightest
Movie :: Too many, Red Dragon and Silence of the lambs did well, also girl, interrupted and the green mile.
anger:: Dried ketchup on the lid
happiness :: friends
Thing :: computer
Sight :: rainfall
Sound :: thunder
Food :: chocolate covered strawberries
Thing you're looking forward to/want :: driving alone
+ What do you do +
When the emotion suck :: talk to jess/play starcraft
When the emotion rocks :: keep it to myself and be happy
When there's no emotion :: look for emotion?
+ Would you rather +
Never feel again :: no
Feel loneliness or anger for the rest of your life :: lonliness
Be happy forever and never experience bad times :: no
Cause misery :: no
Feel misery :: yes
Be alone :: yes
Be with everyone you know :: no
+ Who +
Cheers you up more than anyone else :: Jess
Angers you more than anyone else :: Smiley
Scares you more than anyone else :: My mom sometimes
Makes you think about your emotions more than anyone else ::Jess
Makes you really care about how they feel and what they think :: Jess |
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I've never...EVER....EVER been more happy then I am right now. I can't smile anymore because my face is hurting from doing it, so i'm crying in joy...
July 4th, 2004
I love you Jessica
I love you Jessica Kerr Saunders
I couldn't ask for somone more perfect than you, I'm the luckiest person that will, and ever has existed...My dreams and hopes have come true
My parents lit me a birthday cake and sung for me today, this time I blew the candles wishing to hear a yes... my dreams came true
holy shit I'm estatic, holy shit
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Dear 151.197.116.45,
Goodbye. |
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I don't even know how to start, but I need to tell somone so I might as well just let everyone know I'm hurt... I'm really tired of hurting people I care so much about, I've never been hurt worse in my life than today, I'm mad at myself for hurting Jess for thinking that she would be better off alone, but I still believe you would be better off without me, I realized that you really didn't need me
I just hope you meet somone that you KNOW is right for you, somone who cares about you as much as I wish I did, and was perfect for you in every way as I wish I was...
I'm sorry I brought you into this Jessica, I wish I never hurt you.... |
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Basics
1. Name: Matthew
2. Nickname(s): Smolka
3. I Popped Out of my Mommy's tummy on: July 1st
4. Favorite day: anyday I'm happy
5. Where were you born: Delaware
6. Location right now: Delaware
7. Shoe size: 12
8. How many piercings?: 0
9. Tattoos?: no
1o. When you wake up you`re: sad
11. When you’re about to sleep you`re: thinking
12. Zodiac sign: cancer
13. Chinese sign:
14. Righty or Lefty: righty
15. Innie or Outie: innie
16. School: BHS
Looks
17. Nationality: Polish, italian, old english, irish
18. Hair color: blonde
19. Eye color: blue
2o. Weight: 142
21. Height: 6'0"
22. Braces?: neg
23. Glasses?: yes
Private Life
24. Do you have a bf/gf?: no
25. If so, who?:
26. If not, do you have a crush on someone?: yes
27. Who has a crush on you?: nobody
28. Ever cheated on your bf/gf?: no
29. Who was your first kiss: i don't know
3o. Who was your last: Jess
31. Are you a virgin?: no
32. Ever had a threesome before?: no
33. If you could have sex with anyone, who would that be?: no one
34. Have you ever been in love?: yes
35. Broken any hearts?: i pray not
36. Got your heart broken?: yes
37. Ever liked a friend?: no
38. What happened?:
Past Relationships
39. How many relationships have you been in: 2
4o. How many were serious enough to count: 1
41. Who were those serious ones: let's not bring up the past
42. Funnest hook-ups: 7th grade
43. What made them different: slobber slobber
44. What happened: figured its not what i wanted, and left
45. Best boy/girlfriend: not enough to compare, jess treats me the best however
46. Worse boy/girlfriend: read #45
47. Ever been kissed: yes
48. Who do you want back: lets not talk about this
49. Who do you regret: no
5o. Why:
Favorites
51. Song: too many
52. Movie: 13
53. Food: everything
54. Drink: peach snapple
55. Store: wawa
56. Television show: south park makes me laugh
57. Holiday: st. patrick's day
58. Book: Reading is weak, find your own views.
59. Ice cream: Everything
6o. Candy: dark chocolate, nerds rope
61. Chip: chips with sour cream dip
62. Type of music: rock and roll, emotionally driven music
63. Artist: Something Corporate, Britney Spears, etc.
64. Word: burnination
65. Time of day: when i'm happy
66. Dressing: italian
67. Alcoholic drink: mikes hard lemonaid
68. Color(s): green & bright blue
69. Piece of clothing: boxers
7o. Character: cartman
71. Smell: candles
72. Shampoo: Pantene Pro-V
73. Soap: anything that smells good
74. Smiley: ^_^
75. Board game: mouse trap
76. Sport: Lacrosse
77. Number: 3
78. Quote:
79. Animal: armadillo
8o. Actor: Acting is worthless, find somone who actually feels the role they are playing, and you WONT have to act
81. Actress: Acting is worthless, find somone who actually feels the role they are playing, and you WONT have to act
82. Vegetable: Carrots, but they give me heart burn to the point I cant breathe, so I can't eat them ever.
83. Fruit: everything
84. Place to be: my bed
85. Thing in your room: computer
86. Gum: not picky
87. Shape: stars
88. Country: england
89. Mall: Concord mall
9o. Car: Nissan skyline
91. Boy`s name: Dulan
92. Girl`s name: April
93. Family member: Father
94. Restaurant: food makes me happy, any food
95. Movie place: anywhere
96. Person to go to the movies with: Jess
97. Noise: singing
98. Brand of shoe: Adidas
99. Brand of clothing: doesn't matter
1o0. Body part of a chicken: doesn't matter
101. Swear word: damn
102. Month: none
103. Possession: computer
104. Team: doesn't matter
105. Season: winter
106. Radio station: 100.3
107. Magazine: National Geographic
108. Favorite grade: 10
109. Least favorite grade: 6th
11o. Teacher: Mr Wozniak
111. Least favorite teacher: Mrs Pinkston
112. Subject: Math
113. Subject to talk about: buffalo banger or animals with fran
Family
114. Who`s your mom?: Meg Sweeney
115. Who`s your dad?: Matt smolka
116. Any step-parents?: no
117. Any brothers?: no
118. Any sisters?: sadly
119. Most annoying family member: sister
12o. Coolest: Father
121. Loudest: sister
122. Best relative: Cousins jack and sam
123. Worse relative: Aunt Margie
124. Do you get along with your parents?: My father
125. With your siblings?: no
126. Does anyone understand you?: no
127. Do you have any pets?: yes
128. If so, what kind and name?: Artemis, yellow lab
129. If not, what do you want as a pet?: I want a parrot
13o. Can I be a part of your family?: no
School
131. Are you still in school?: no
132. Did you drop out?: no
133. Your current GPA: 2.5
134. Do you buy or bring lunch?: I buy lunch or I don't eat
135. ABC`s?: yes I know the alphabets ^_^
136. Favorite class: Math
137. Play any sports at school?: yes
138. Are you popular?: about as popular as a jock at an everquest convention
139. Favorite memory: swinging you around with my hands
14o. Most humiliating moment: too many
141. Most funniest moment: Moose!
142. Most scared moment: Last night
143. Your first friend in school: Kyle Harvey
144. Are you still friends with that person?: no
What do you think of when you hear..
145. Chicken: meat
146. Dog: cat
147. Christina Aguilera: clit piercing
148. Ricky Martin: dance
149. 50 cent: ab muscles
15o. Poop: technique
151. Beach: air
152. Desert: burnt eyes
153. Water: waves
154. Osama Bin Ladin: Invulnerable
155. Love: jealousy
156. Your little brother or sister: lucky
157. Butt: leather
158. Clowns: penuts
159. Wonder: blue
16o. Brown: thursday
161. Banana: slipping
162. Sex: skin
163. Parents: grateful
164. Homosexuals: licking
165. God: incarnation
Do you believe in..
166. God: no
167. Heaven: no
168. Devil: no
169. Hell: no
17o: Boogy man: no
171. Closet Monsters: no
172. Fortune tellings: no
173. Magic: no
174. Love at first sight: yes
175. Ghosts: no
176. Voo-doo dolls: no
177. Reincarnation: no
178. Yourself: no
Do you..
179. Smoke: no
18o. Do drugs: no
181. Drink alcohol: no
182. Cuss: yes
183. Sing in the shower: yes
184. Like school: at times
185. Want to get married: yes
186. Type with all of your fingers: yes
187. Think you`re attractive: no
188. Drink and drive: don't drink, or drive
189. Snore: no
19o. Sleep walk: occasionally
191. Like watching sunrises and sunsets: i haven't experienced it to its full potential
Have you ever
192. Flashed someone: no
193. Gotten so drunk til you threw up everywhere: no
194. Told that person how you felt: yes
195. Been arrested: no
196. Gone to jail or juve: no
197. Skateboarded: yes
198. Skinny dipped: no
199. Rock climbed: no
2o0. Killed someone: no
201. Watched porn: yes
202. Gone on a road trip: yes
203. Went out of the country: yes
204. Talked back to an adult: yes
205. Broken a law: yes
206. Got pulled over: no
207. Tried killing yourself:
208: Cried to get out of trouble: no
209. Let a friend cry on your shoulder: yes
21o. Kissed a brother`s or sister`s friend: no
211. Kissed a friend`s brother or sister: yes
212. Dropped something on the floor and let someone eat it anyways: yes
213. Moon someone: yes
214. Shop-lifted: yes
215. Worked at Mc. Donald`s: no
216. Eaten a dog: probably
217. Give money to a homeless person: yes
218. Glued your hand to yourself: yes, not my penis but myself
219. Kissed someone of the same sex: no
22o. Had a one night stand: no
221. Smoked: yes
222. Done drugs: no
223. Lose a friend because of your ex: no
224. Slap someone for being stupid: yes
225. Had cyber sex: wth? no
226. Wish you were the opposite sex: no
227. Caught someone doing something: yes
228. Played a game that removes clothing: yes
229. Cried during a movie: yes
23o. Cried over someone: stupid question
231. Wanted to hook up with a friend: no
232. Hooked up with someone you barely met: yes
233. Ran away from home: yes
234. Cheated on a test: yes
Would you
235. Bungee jump: no
236. Sky dive: no
237. Swim with dolphins: no
238. Steal a friend`s bf or gf: yes
239. Try to be the opposite sex: no
24o. Lie to the police: yes
241. Run from the police: yes
242. Lie to your parents: yes
243. Backstab a friend for your own well being: no
244. Be an exotic dancer: no
245. Fuck a donkey for 1,000,000: good question
Are you
246. Shy: yes
247. Loud: no
248. Nice: no
249: Outgoing: no
25o: Quiet: yes
251. Mean: yes
252. Emotional: yes
253. Sensitive: yes
254. Gay: no
255. Strong: no
256. Weak: yes
257. Caring: yes
258. Dangerous: yes
259. Crazy: yes
26o. Spontaneous: sometimes
261. Funny: no
262. Sweet: no
263. Sharing: yes
264. Responsible: yes
265. Trustworthy: no
266. Open-minded: yes
267. Creative: no
268. Cute: no
269. Slick: no
27o. Smart: no
271. Dumb: yes
272. Evil: no
273. Ghetto: no
274. Classy: no
275. Photogenic: no
276. Dependable: yes
277. Greedy: no
278. Ugly: yes
279. Messy: yes
28o. Neat: no
281. Perverted: no
282. Silly: yes
283. A Bitch: sometimes
284. A Good Listener: no but i try
285. A Fighter: no
286. A Party Animal: no
287. A Game Freak: yes
288. A Computer Freak: yes
Future
289. Dream job: Nasa
29o. Dream house: wooden with large windows displaying scenery
291. Husband/Wife: i hope
292. Kids: 1
293. Names: april
294. Pets: Artemis/cats
295. Car: Nissan skyline
296. Age you would want to get married: 24+
297. Best Man/Bride`s Maid: don't know
298. Honeymoon: somewhere unimaginable
The Last
325. Thing you ate: mac and cheese
326. Thing you drank: snapple
327. Thing you wore: pajamas
328. Thing you did: gave jess back her clothes
329. Place you went: the movies
33o. Thing you got pierced or tattooed: my ears, my arm
331. Person you saw: Jess
332. Person you hugged: Jess
333. Person you kissed: Jess
334. Person you fucked: no one
335. Person you talked to online: Leslie
336. Person you talked to on the phone: Jess
337. Song you heard: War all the time
338. Show you saw: History channel
339. Time you faught with your parents: about 50-55 minutes ago
34o. Time you faught with a friend: dont' want to bring it up
341. Words you said: what are you saying? I'd rather die then have to see your smile
342. Party you went to: umm...
Now
343. What are you eating: nothing
344. What are you drinking: nothing
345. What are you thinking: I just farted
346. What are you wearing: pjs
347. What are you doing: this survey
348. Any shoes on: no
349. Hair: umm
35o. Mood: dirty
351. Listening to: silverstein smashed into pieces
352. Talking to anyone: Leslie
353. Watching anything: no
Yes or No
354. Are you a vegetarian: no
355. Are you a carnivore: yes
356. Are you heterosexual: yes
357. Do you like penguins: yes
358. Do you write poetry: I saw it to myself when nobody is listening to me
359. Do you see stupid people: yes
36o. You + Me = Us: wish it was that easy
361. Do you like the Osbournes: yes
362. Can you see flying pigs: no
363. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: no
364. Are you from Afghanistan: no
365. Is Christina Aguilera ugly: yes
366. Are you a zombie: not anymore
367. Am i annoying you: no
368. Do you bite your nails: when i'm nervous
369. Can you cross your eyes: yes
37o. Do you make your bed in the morning: no
371. Have you touched someone`s private part: thats personal
This or That
372. Winter or Summer: winter
373. Spring or Fall: spring
374. Shakira or Britney: britney
375. MTV or VH1: mtv
376. Black or White: black
377. Yellow or Pink:: yellow
378. Football or Basketball: football
379. Cellphone or Pager: cellphone
38o. Pen or Pencil: pen
381. Cold or Hot: cold
382. Tattooes or Piercings: piercing
383. Inside or Outside: out
384. Weed or Alcohol: alcohol
385. Coke or Pepsi: coke
386. Tape or Glue: tape
387. Mc. Donald`s or In-n-Out: in-n-out
Opinions
388. What do you think about classical music: relaxing
389. About boy bands: Never got into them
39o. About suicide: selfish
391. About people who try to force their opinions on you: Makes me happy that they want me to join their opinions. but i dont
392. About teen pregnancy: stupid
393. Where do you think you'll be in 10 years: I couldn't tell you, too many things change
394. Who do you think you'll still be friends with in 5 years: John
395. About gay men: caring
Random..
396. Do you have a website: no
397. Current weather right now: sunny
398. Current time: 5:51 pm
399. Any shout outs: no
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I realized something and I shouldn't post anything based on the emotions I feel at the moment... Doing so may hurt others
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Tv show: south park
Movie: 13
Food: Anything
Drink: Peach snapple
Alcoholic Drink: No thanks
Color: Yellow
Font: Arial
Candy: Milkyway midnight
Day: Thursday
Month: August
Holiday: St. Patrick's day
This or That
Coke or Pepsi: Coke
Candy or Gum: Gum
E~mail or Letter Post office: letter
Night or Day: Night
Sunset or Sunrise: sunset
Lake or Ocean: ocean
Pool or Beach: beach
Tall or Short: tall
Light or Dark: dark
Vanilla or Chocolate: chocolate
Just some stuff
Are you going to get married: yes
To who: Jessica Kerr Saunders
When: No idea
Are you going to have kids: yes
How many: 1 or 2
Names:
At what age: 24+
Are you going to college: yes
What one: Don't know
Do you want this survey to end: no
Its over: oh well
ten things you think about daily:
1. Music
2. Jess
3. Life
4. Money
5. Food
6. Friends
7. Relationships
8. School
9. Myself =(
10. Future
nine things you wear daily:
1. shoes
2. wallet
3. boxers
4. pants
5. belt
6. shirt
7. socks
8. cell phone
9. contacts/glasses
eight movies you'd watch over and over:
1. ice age
2. lord of the rings
3. beavis and butthead do america
4. don't be a menace to south central while drinkin your juice in the hood
5. 13
6. matrix
7. half baked
8. South park movies
seven albums that matter:
1. Emery - The Weak's End
2. Armor For Sleep - Dream To Make Believe
3. The Mars Volta - Deloused In The Comatorium
4. Thursday - Full Colapse
5. Coheed & Cambria - Second Stage Turbine Blade
6. Coheed & Cambria - In Keeping Secrets of Silent Earth: 3
7. Thrice - TAITA
six objects you touch every day:
1. Keyboard
2. Phone
3. Wallet
4. Hair
5. Stomache
6. food
five things you do every day:
1. talk
2. smile
3. frown
4. brush teeth
5. shower
four bands/singers that you couldn't live without:
1. Silverstein
2. Saves the day
3. Coheed & Cambria
4. Thrice
three of your favorite songs at this moment:
1. Coheed & Cambria - Everything Evil
2. The Mars Volta - Inertiatic esp
3. Armor for sleep - Kind of Perfect
two people that have influenced your life the most:
1. Alex
2. ......
one thing you couldnt spend the rest of your life without:
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| 11:28am 24/06/2004 |
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Yes! Finally! Internet is backup. Early bedtime no more...hehe
Well the past couple days have been amazing, me and Jess spent all of Tuesday together, we had an amazing time going to the park and eating chips together. Work last night was okay... free food is always a plus. I cannot be grateful enough for what Jess has done for me, she makes me feel like a better person and a more happy person when I'm with her, it's addicting.
Last night I went to bed at around 1:30-2 woke up at 7 so I haven't gotten much sleep, I was waken up by family distractions. Kinda bored this morning so I mowed the lawn and took a shower and got ready for nothing, so I decided to post again in here... =)I guess I don't really have a problem with Jess going to breakfast with Jeff, I'm just jealous thats shes so happy to be with him, she was estatic to go(I don't want to be a party poop)
I'm getting kinda hungry writing this and I haven't eaten breakfast so I might go munch on some fruit or whatever there is to eat...
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